Ham and Heroin

Of all the bad dreams I have been having every now and then, last night’s takes the cake. I won’t even elaborate on it because I’m trying my best to forget it as quickly possible. I woke up shaking and feeling sick and then immediately burst into tears. In some way I think I should feel relieved as I doubt I will ever dream anything else as bad as that but instead, I’m terrified to go back to sleep, fearing the same dream could return.